4:41 am
circa 1990
Rain cold damp
Receipt $31.17 Jim's Liquor Corner Market.
Jelly beans
hot dog
donuts
potato chips
french fries
pocorn
ice cream
cookies...
(Conscious) 'Hungry'.
"No,shut up god damn it!!!"
5:30 am.
Thinking..'Fuck I'm full"
Mirror refection-
Music..Bananafishbones
•Look at the piggy
Piggy in the mirror•
Joy division in the porclien god,
Ah the banshees in the vile
the kraftwork in the retch.
Disgorge
Regurgitate
Eject
Expel
Nausate.
Tomorrow
Abhor the self.
Repeat.
